Trust

Trust, this is a thing hard to achieve. All we want to anybody get along us with trust, but we may not do this first. It's just a such easy-understanding, but too many people think they are lucky ones -- can get the benefit without any effort, especially, chinese society.

懶性再現

說實在的，不知道有沒有人比我更懶散的，當真是兩天打漁，三天晒網！

稍稍可慶幸的是，這回的回歸速度快過以往。

這不是對特定人的說話，也不會有特定的觀眾，唯一的演員是我，外加附帶的觀眾—自己。要能如此談話，真的困難。做繭很麻煩，受困也不怎麼容易，如今得做繭自縛，決不會是相互抵消，而是相當可觀的惡性加乘。

逃離也沒用，這樣的迷宮依然得面對，如同腦袋的皺摺。

Don't like people who live in IT

Why I describe myself something like that? In last 10 years, I think I stuck in message-bursting status for long time, and it depressed me recently. That's what I feared. Tons of new messages come from everywhere, what need what doesn't, whose important which not worthing, it's so difficult to identify them, if you like me don't want to miss any tiny probability, that would lead to live as the old buffalo draws heavy agriculture facilities.

黑洞

恆星總是不間斷地燃燒自體，想在宇宙間驅盡黑暗地綻放光芒，但諷刺地，當其不斷膨脹之後，最終迎來大爆炸，成為白矮星，隨著時間的冷卻下，導入最終步驟 —— 黑洞。

現在我正走在這條道路之上，感受著這樣的悲哀。

恆星所釋出的光與熱，是為其它物質、分子所希冀？抑或憎恨？

他們是不是帶著赤子之心，一廂情願地燃燒自我，就在漫長的時間之後，體認到無力感，甚至是背離感，在不可回頭的時流間，加速引爆，毀滅自我，擲棄那被認定為虛偽的光與熱，選擇連光都無法溢散的黑？

Employees - the burden view

Before going to work, I try to possess all skills what the company may want. That looks like to be positive to firm but it isn't really. What I think is don't believe myself nor the company. Self-confidence is a major issue I should come across, but put it aside now, talking about the other side -- company's attitude. Taiwanese fashion doesn't treat employees as treasures but thought them are burdens is totally sucks.

夢，放置 Play

做夢乃心理因素，夜寐而自發，非吾人可控制。但在有意識時，我盡量去克制，做夢是要花時間，夢太久就只會遠離現實。

夢的美好可以做現實的逃避，卻是一種飲鴆止渴，我目前是這麼判讀。

現實的盡頭飾否與夢相交？
我不清楚，不過不再選擇以夢為優先考量，太遙遠...

現實很痛苦，卻是意外的堅韌，它不是隨便一個針可以戳破的泡影，
像顆乏氣的皮球，滾彈而行。

Choices are all toward the same face

This was a amazing result, I suddenly found out. Someone I was interesting with the face become more similarly. Not a good news for me right now when I just want to escape everything familiar.

Another respect to thought, I always got attractive by same temperament that others go. Struggle to fight for things, many others do it, I try to figure it out now.

Middle Taiwan's people are in my flavor. That is a funny conclusion for me, but maybe this be truth.

每日十分鐘廢文

就這麼決定了，這次回歸也不為什麼遠大的原因，反正就是練練打字，組組邏輯，過於壯大的 title，不過越發虎頭蛇尾。

「每日十分鐘廢文」一個簡單的名稱，不要囊括過多的內容，只要達到每日、十分鐘，至於廢不廢文就不在考量。

一陣子不講話確實不太像我的個性，但老是講過多的廢話也不好，留一條抒發的管道，我想多少是有些幫助。

當省則省，當用則用！
逾時不候，逾時不補。

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